I want to see Jesus and him alone.

“I WANT TO SEE JESUS.”

The screensaver of the wise man from the East was a Cloudless sky of their primitive land. There are times when my lips cannot pray audible prayers. In such times as these, I look upward as if hoping to make sight out of my feeble faith. From the agony of self-pity my head pops out as gasping for air just long enough to gaze into the sky as the wise men from the East looking at the star on duty that will lead me to the choice of their soul.

Dear Lord engraved in the retina of my eyes the beauty of your Son. My mind continually pursues the object of my love. Therefore, I will not fear the thoughts that visits my mind and I will write it down. For it’s more important that the Glazier of my mind melts arteries of water that at the end will lead me at the feet of the cross of Jesus for whom I long to be near to be able to pray and be heard by my savior on my last breath. “In your hands alone I commit my spirit.” I cannot look often enough upon that face of him who died to save me.

I am losing my health, family and friends when I need them the most. It is well with my soul if it is God’s will … but “give me Jesus…You can have all the world…but give me Jesus.” I love to have my treasures in my sight near and dear to my heart.

When I wake up from my restless nights I often go to my screensaver to look at my guardian angels on duty that pray and fellowship with me in Jesus. Their beautiful faces inspire me to face the day with the view to find myself worthy of their love, trust and investment in my life.

For the sake of Jesus and those whom you love and admire, I beseech you my brothers and sisters to claim up to your tower as a watchmen to proclaim the message entrusted to us for a dying world. Russia and England have shown us that apostasy, treason and cruelty is the order of the day. Let us together read the following with the intention to obey.

Ezekiel’s Task as Watchman. At the end of seven days the word of the Lord came to me: “Son of man, I have made you a watchman for the people of Israel; so hear the word I speak and give them warning from me. When I say to a wicked person, ‘You will surely die,’ and you do not warn them or speak out to dissuade them from their evil ways in order to save their life, that wicked person will die for their sin, and I will hold you accountable for their blood. But if you do warn the wicked person and they do not turn from their wickedness or from their evil ways, they will die for their sin; but you will have saved yourself.

Gerry Gutierrez

The pictures are my Christmas greeting to you my friends. My picture with Nathaniel is one hour old. Merry Christmas. Lord willing I will be in Peru in two months. Please pray for me.