First Epistle from Los Angeles California

to my family and friends in the covenant with Jesus.

Arcadia, California.
Saturday January 19, 2019. It’s 3:00AM.

“You can not let your kids atone for their sins against you.” If your Father in Heaven would do the same thing you would not be saved. My grand daughter Deborah says to love Jesus for one reason and one reason only. To the best of her understanding Jesus took the blame in her place.

Jesus the innocent who had all the rights to be offended; because of Love and compassion in mercy abundantly and sufficiently covered the debts of his children and never remembered to hold theirs sins against them and took the blame on his body.” What a Father and what a Son is our Heavenly Father and his Son Jesus our everlasting Father.

I need not to say anything anymore but try to be like my Heavenly Father and his son Jesus now that I am a Father and have sons. It is requires of me to be “perfect” like my heavenly father is perfect and it is also required of me to be like Jesus who said, “Learn of me that I am meek and humble of heart and you will find rest for your souls.”

God the Father who so loved me has given me his son. Jesus the Son died for me and has given me the gift of life in the Holy Spirit as Counselor, Helper, Teacher, Guide, Comforter and reminder of all things good. I am speechless and without excuse because I have been properly loved and mentored to be not like any other but like my Father in Heaven to my children whom I owe so much of God and Jesus in the spirit.

“Our Father who are in Heaven, make your name holy in me by making me like your Son Jesus by the power of your Holy Spirit today and the rest of my life on earth for your honor and glory alone. Please help me to focus on my family is my prayer dear Lord today. Grant me success before I die dear Lord. “Have thy own way Lord, have thy own way.” “You are the potter and we are the clay.” “Yours I stand like a bullock before the altar ready to plow or ready to be sacrificed.”

“Ready for either by your grace.”

Gerry

Main events of the day:

Unusual Hunger followed by a great breakfast fixed by Lois.
My Matthew slept well and that pleased me.
Visit to Kensington Senior Center.
Great lunch at the K Center with Lois and Matt.
Dinner at home prepared by Matt and Gerry. Lomo saltado.

THE WHOLE DAY WAS A TASTE OF HEAVEN IN MY VIEW.
My room was cleaned by Matt. My bed was made by Lois.
I went to bed as happy as I could be on earth and slept like a baby.

Arcadia California.
Today is Sunday, January 20, 2019. It’s 3:00 AM.

Yesterday I found the dream place to be under the care and assistants and professionals. All that stands between me and the happiness of everyone is some money. But this morning after conferring with the mind of Jesus I have no peace even if the money comes totally to cover the cost of Kensington Center.

I am a wounded soldier but by God’s Grace I am first and foremost a soldier of Jesus. I could never be happy in such a place because it is too confortable with immaculate room like a hotel with people making my bed every day and serving me three deliciously prepared meals every day served on fancy tables with fancy menus and beautiful young people as waiters and waitresses. It is a place designed to be Cosy and make me forget my longing for heaven.

While there is a sigh of relief among those who love me at solving my problems, I am sorry to disappoint you my loved ones. In that Center I would have everything I need for the flesh, but I would not have the bold head of my Matthew to kiss neither would I have the daily hugs of my Lois and the many kisses per day of my little Katherin and have the weekly Kiss of my Benjie. A house is not a home if the family is absent.

As someone said, “what is heaven if Jesus is not in it?” I could care less to be in heaven if I am not going to be with Jesus. On the other hand even Hell would be heaven if Jesus is there with me.” If the grace we preach is not grace worth living everyday, I do not want to live that kind of life.

As nice as the Kensington place is, it belongs to those who by any and all means are trying to stretch their lives on earth in the numbness of comfort. Kensington is a regular “Cape Canaveral” a “launching pad of souls” to their eternal destiny. They enter in wheelchairs but get out horizontal and not on their own. I will get out of that place on my own before they close me in with a contract. I will make the little room of Luke a Heaven of rest if the Cotta’s are willing to expend their savings of grace with me.

I would like us to get involved in some sort of competition of “who would love and love first every day”. I am afraid without this we have no testimony to self and to one another of the grace of God we say to have.

BTW yesterday was a sunny beautiful day after a week of rain.
God smiling on us?

If I do not send this letter, more likely I will take the path of less resistance.

Please pray that my Lois and Matt see and agree what by grace I have come to see. I love my family with passion and I am confident that this is the will of God and I ask you to agree with me in prayer. “Whenever two or three are together in my name I am in their midst.” If we agree about anything according to his will we are guaranteed to have the answer to our prayer.
That is what F=PW2 is all about. Faith is equal to Prayer under the Will of God as revealed in the Word of God. This is how we come into alignment with God that leads to the ultimate Oneness with God where all things are “YES” to the glory of God whose Will alone must prevail.

From you brother and friend “a pilgrim in progress.”

Gerry Gutierrez.